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Talking to the stars

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  I gazed up at the stars and told them about you. I said that you were just as far away from me as they were. I asked them if you ever talked to them, too. I asked them how you were doing, where you lived, how you were feeling, and how often you thought of me. At 10pm every night, when I felt lonely, I would talk to the stars. I would share my thoughts and feelings with them. And whenever they saw that I was feeling down, they would ask the wind to kiss my face and give me a sense of warmth. I knew that the stars could not really hear me, but it still made me feel better to talk to them. It was like I was sending my thoughts and feelings out into the universe, and the stars were helping me to connect with you, even though you were far away. I still do this sometimes, when I'm feeling lonely or lost. I look up at the stars and talk to them about you. And I know that even though you don't know me,they're helping me to stay connected with you.

He.

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  The eye contacts made me wonder what those dark grey eyes seek when they meet mine.What thought flicks through him?Does his heart sink like mine or its just a normal  pass by?Does he feel like talking?Things doesn't really make sense when you go through a flow of emotion.Does he also feel like knowing me from a long ago? I wonder if he really wanna know how am i , where i live,what i read,what i eat ,just like i do.Whenever his eyes follow me i feel like they equally wanna know my name but as soon we see eachother more silence follows and we act like we don't care . Sometimes we can't control where our mind goes and thats what happen when he's around.I am just scared he might see my thoughts written across my face.Unaware that if he's ever noticed how my eyes lighten up the instant they see him.He is heedless how immeasurably i wanna hear from him.But it is beautiful this way...

nothing

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  How unfortunately sad we are,how things made us feel screwed up on the inside,how we aren't proud of that ,how some bad decisions made us bad people,how we weren't prepared for something heavy,how tears left contact with our eyes,how life has been a little twisted the day onwards,how much the naked truth hurts,how memory begins to sink in,how the brave and bold me is left with nothing,is this too far?will tomorrow work?will the day after be sunny?

From-to

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  From holding hands to holding tears we all grew up,from waking at 4 to sleeping at 4 we all grew up,from riding cycles to riding motorbikes we all grew up,from crying out loud to hiding emotions we all grew up,from playing outdoors to isolating ourselves we all grew up,from talking nonsense to stop urging even a word we all grew up,from dad holding us in his arms to walking ourselves we all grew up,from having the fear of getting lost while traveling with parents to searching own's direction we all grew up, from having a ton of friends to having the real ones we all grew up,from wearing hair clips to wearing helmets we all grew up, from being parent's responsibility to taking parents responsibility we all grew up, from fighting with siblings to missing them everyday we all grew up,from buying candies to buying cigarettes we all grew up,from getting hurt while playing to getting hurt cause of affection we all grew up,from leaving home for school tours to leaving country for f...

Let's talk

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 Let's talk about things nobody really talks about, Let's talk about emotions we all hide, Let's talk about directions we all wanna go, Let's talk about those 14years old immature love, Let's talk about expectations we all had, Let's talk about those attachments we all lost knowingly unknowingly, Let's talk about those chaos and heartbreaks we all had once, Let's talk about wounds that left a scar in your heart, Let's talk about journey where your destination ends, Let's talk about loosing, struggles ,pains, And let's just talk about all those spoken and unspoken sentences, Let's talk about nights we spent staring the ceiling, Let's talk about fights we started without even talking , Let's just talk about limits you had thought you would never cross . Let's just doo.

Grown up??

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 Should i think i am grown up now? cause mom doesn't comb my hair anymore, Should i think i am grown up now ? cause i am not allowed to sit in between mom and dad in dad's motorcycle , Should i think i am grown up now? cause nobody asks where my mom is when i roam around alone , Should i think i am grown up now? cause i could go college on my own, Should i think i am grown up now? cause i needn't hold  my mom's hand while crossing the path, Should i think i am grown up? for the reason i don't share my problems with my mom. Sometimes i do think i am of age but dad still says i am his little princess.

Tired ?

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 All those tired eyes, All those petty lies, All those sleepless nights,  All those chaotic fights,  Time flies, Flies very fast, Runs in a second , Turns in an instant , Goes away in a way, No one can say, Stop for me.  I would love   If it could be.      Hectic days are off now.